Monday, September 15, 2008

I am so angry...i should just go away...im angry at myself...

I'm in rage!
why can't people die when i want or tell them to?

i know, i'm not GOD. oh how i wish i could just kill someone as soon as i say their names!
and i would be so happy to watch them die slowly and painfully!

What the fuck did i do to ever get this?
I have always and try to keep myself grounded and knows what i'm doing so that i won't break the rules. but fuck, life's like this! why don't you just kill me? lalala! just part of growing up so fuck! i don't want anything. just to be happy is so much to ask for!
fuck! i don't want anyone to ever come in...not now! not ever!
i shouldn't be posting anything..but i don't feel like going to class...i'm in no mood to look or see any humans....lalala
people would say....coba ingat bulan posa....lalala ingat...so why isn't it much easier? why does everything have to be so damn hard...i'm not asking for anything.

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