Yeah, i know im stubborn but right now i really give up~ "im not going back for raya!" wuhuuu!!! yeayyy!! yippeeee!!! haahahhaa at first i was determined to go back for raya and to persuade my dad to let me go back for raya~ but after i talked to/with him earlier..i dont feel like it's best if i ask "can i go back for raya" anymore......it's always about the money issue...haha what can i do or say? i have 8 siblings....(reminder to self: never have/give birth too many kids!!!)
devastated? sad? raya~ hehehe as soon as i finished my SPM after that year, i mean, i haven't celebrate raya at home....i've never go visiting with friends...i've never taste bubo pedas anymore, i've never break my fast with my friends nemore...i miss the ramadhan food @ the bazaar thing~ hmmp! i will only be back in kch for xmas and chinese new year. i guess now i feel like the old ppl...who kept on saying what if i die before raya next year, so i probably i would never celebrate raya again...that's how i feel right now (menar bahh sapa tauk bila mati bah?) i would probably die from studying...hehehe now im just being dramatic...i dont even know what i've typed hahaha!
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before every raya, there would always be Amir (for the past 2 years) but as for this year~ no one....even to go online with n talk abt raya...hmmm dont feel like talking anymore right now.....n i did the stupidest thg just know...but im just too sad to talked abt it or anythg~
1 What Say You?:
awww...so emo my frenn... sikhal...klak kita celebrate xmas jak k???dont be sad...:) kita mbak angie, thila, mai...helong!!!sapa2 gik la... o yea.. angie ajak me pegi bejarah this weekend..woops...hehe.. dun worry dear, we'll try and call u if we hav credit.. mun sik sms jak! :D missing ur loudness!
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